the dongles : junky music lyrics

01. i wanna get fucked up (instrumental)

02. i got jacked

midnight. walking around lake merrit. trying to get home. i was alone and scared. i had my discman on listening to a dongles song but then all of a sudden two cats grabbed both my arms. they said, "get in the car. we won't be going that far." they put a gun to my head. they said, "or you could be dead." so i jumped in the backseat, real quick, didn't give em shit; and then the short one with the gun punched me in my lip. they said, "empty all your pockets. give us all your money. hurry up and make it quick and don't try anything funny." they said if i tried something they would kill me on the spot. they had that look in their eyes like they just wanted rocks.

oh, i got jacked by some cats who just wanted crack. oh, i got jacked by these cats who just wanted crack.

they took my discman and wouldn't listen when i told em that i was broke. they said, "this ain't a joke. do you want to die?" and then that short guy punched me in my eye. i said, "man, what the fuck. i don't have a single buck. i guess you've got bad luck or today's just not your day." they said, "oh yeah, fuck you. what the fuck are you going to do? we're the ones with the guns and if you want to live man you better give us everything you have." these cats were fiending real bad and i can't believe it.

oh, i got jacked by these cats who just wanted crack. oh, i got jacked by some cats who just wanted crack.

i should of watched my back but now it's too late for that. they took my discman and now they want my whole backpack. they took my t-shirt and my jacket also. they took the sneakers that i got at costco. they took my jeans and left me with my socks and boxers; and then they drop me off at broadway and west macarthur.

03. passed out

oh-oh-o oh-oh-o ohh. oh-oh-o oh-oh-o ohh. on the corner, looking for your supermarket. anything for sale? i've been fiending for that dope shit. it's been too long since my last rail. are you holding? please say yes. i've been out here losing my breath. seen three cops making shit feel stressed. everyone is dry. this whole shit's a mess. the test of the junky trying to cop and get something. anything'll do i can't wait much longer. i need a hit. a little fix to just conquer this feeling in my stomach that makes me feel so sick. hopeless, that's what you're thinking. this junky keeps on sinking. he's thinking i'm a loser but who cares man i need to get fucked up. so i hope you got what i need. oh, what i need to get high. some dope that gets you so keyed. that's what i need to get by. i hope you got what i need. oh, what i need to get high. some dope that gets you so keyed. that's what i need to get by. i lie in bed at night straight passed out. passed out. i lie in bed at night straight passed out. on the corner, looking for your supermarket. anything for sale? i've been fiending for that dope shit. it's been too long since my last rail. are you holding? please say yes. i've been out here losing my breath. seen three cops making shit feel stressed. everyone is dry. this whole shit's a mess. i hope you got what i need. oh, what i need to get high. some dope that gets you so keyed. that's what i need to get by. i lie in bed at night straight passed out. passed out. i lie in bed at night straight passed out. straight passed out.

04. i am a superhero

i don't care what you say. i am a superhero.
i don't care if you think that i am just a weirdo.
i got my mind made up and you suck.
i got my mind made up and you fucking suck.
don't tell me what to do. i won't listen to you anyway.
don't try to tell me how to live my life...ok?

i want to live my life on my own.
i want to fly around in the zone.
i want to get fucked up.
i want these drugs you suck.
you think you know what's better for me?
oh please.

i am a superhero. i am a superhero.
that's what i tell myself that i am a superhero.

i don't care what you say. i am a superhero.
i don't care if you think that i am just a weirdo.
i got my mind made up and you suck. you fucking suck.
i got my mind made up and you know you fucking suck.

you don't know me. (x6) so fuck you.
you don't know me. (x6) so fuck you.
fuck you. you don't know me. (x3) so fuck you. fu-fu-fuck you.
you don't know me. (x2) so fuck you.
fuck you. you don't know me at all.

don't try to change me or i'll go crazy.
don't take my stash girl or you'll get thrashed girl.
you think it's fun and games. you think this song is lame.
i hope this gun has aim cuz if you take my shit i'll have to shoot you.

i don't care what you say. i am a superhero.
i don't care if you think that i am just a weirdo. (x2)

05. two for fifteen (instrumental)

06. where did our love go?

yo girl, why you buggin'? yo girl, why you muggin'? yo girl, why you troubling me with all this bullshit. you act so foolish.

you said that you loved me but now you say that i'm so ugly. you keep on trying to punch me but you said there'd be no more touching. i want to know what happened. what made us stop all our laughing? is it cuz i spent our cash and copped a nugget of this hash man?

if not then let me know. where did all our love go? i feel as if you know why things aren't like they were before. i want to be with you but now it seems like you are through. if it's true then here's my keys. now why girl are you on your knees?

you're mixed up. you need fixing. it's like your mind's not clicking. it's sick and i'm the junky. why girl do you hate then love me?

it's got me so confused. i feel all lost with you. it's like at times you're you but then you'll act like you're so abused; and don't tell me it's the drugs cuz drugs don't effect the way i love. come here give me a hug. we'll get through this some how.

cuz girl you said you loved me even though you think i'm ugly. maybe now you'll see there's something worth saving and stop your bugging; but if you don't then that's ok. maybe it'd be good if we separate. give each other time and space. do you not want to see my face?

if not then let me know. where did all our love go? i feel as if you know why things aren't like they were before. i want to be with you but now it seems like you are through. if it's true then here's my keys. oh my god girl you're back on your knees?

you're mixed up. you need fixing. it's like your mind's not clicking. it's sick and i'm the junky. why girl do you hate then love me? it's ugly the way you're buggin'. straight hating then you're loving. you're hard to figure out but i still love you girl.

07. it's like amnesia

woke up still fucked up. stumbled over this cat who's passed out. trying to make my way to the bathroom. last night is such a black out. but thank god this ain't my house though and thank god i'm not in jail. i have this pounding headache. i need a bump of yayo. set sail to the kitchen. three chicks are in there mixing a new batch of crack to sell and all these chemicals really smell. so i head out to the garage. i feel i need to recharge. i sit on top this ice chest and roll a joint that i can bless. and i sit there smoking wondering where i am. i try to remember last night but i don't think i can.

cuz it's like amnesia. i can't remember shit. it's like a seizure has shaken up all my bits. it's like amnesia. everything is way too fuzzy. i think i need to forget. it could be way too bloody. and i'm alone in some stranger's home. i feel like i'm in the twilight zone and everything seems to be a little off. i need to escape before i really get lost.

so i walk out the backdoor right out to the backyard. maybe i can hop this fence and go around the block and find my car. but then again i don't think i drove here. i think i came with mike and betty. so i'll go back in the house and sit on the couch until their ready. but then again i don't know a betty and it's true i don't know a mike. and now i feel even more confused. i guess my memory loss extends past last night. where am i? what's going on? who am i? why's it all wrong? how the fuck did i get here? it's like my past has disappeared. i don't know who i am anymore. i can't even remember my own name.

cuz it's like amnesia. i can't remember shit. it's like a seizure has shaken up all my bits. it's like amnesia. everything is way too fuzzy. i think i need to forget. it could be way too bloody. and i'm all alone in some stranger's home. i feel like i'm in the twilight zone. it's kinda weird how i woke up here. i can't remember a thing; fuck it i need a beer.

08. do you have a boyfriend?

i didn't think that i would meet you today but when i saw you i knew just what to say. i walked right over to you and started getting nervous; but i still asked my question. dug deep and found the courage.

i want to know if you have a boyfriend; cuz if you don't would you be my girlfriend? i think you're super cool and you probably think that i'm a fool; but if you don't then there's still hope. please girl, i could make you float.

i love the way you walk. i love the way you talk. i love the way you move your head so slightly as i'm writing my number on this napkin. hopefully something will happen. your smile drives me wild. i love your clothes and your whole style.

so girl please call me. i'll be waiting by the phone all alone, you know, anticipating your voice on the other end. i'm being for real this is not pretend. i like you a lot. do you think that i have a shot?

i want to know girl if you have a boyfriend; cuz if you don't would you be my girlfriend? i think you're super cool and you probably think that i'm a fool; but if you don't then there's still hope. please girl, this ain't a joke.

i love your eyes. they make me warm inside. your pretty face. your the type of girl that i would chase. i could make you laugh. i'd even share my whole damn stash with you girl and that's a fact. that's why i had to ask.

if you, baby, have a boyfriend; cuz if you don't would you be my girlfriend? i think you're super cool and you probably think that i'm a fool; but if you don't then there's still hope. look girl, this song i wrote is for you. this song i wrote is for you. it's true of how i feel. you're beautiful girl and that's for real. i want to know you more. you won't be another score. i want to hold your hand and hopefully maybe be your man.

so girl please call me. i'll be waiting by the phone all alone, you know, anticipating your voice on the other end. i'm being for real this is not pretend. i like you a lot. do you think i have a shot?

09. fuck this party

fuck this party. let's go party somewhere else. oh yeah, oh yeah.(x2)
fuck this party. let's get out of here as soon as we can. let's go get some beer.
fuck this party. let's go party somewhere else. oh yeah, oh yeah.

cuz these girls are ugly and most these cats keep thuggin'. i think there's gonna be trouble. we'd better split on the double. this party's hella boring. there's no one here who's soaring. i think we'll go exploring. looking for the perfect party to get fucked up at. i want some marijuana. i wanna get so faded; but i'm stuck here at this party and man i really hate it. look at the girls they all dress wack. look at the guys they all act black. i'm going outside man i need to relax. i'm gonna smoke a cigarette i'll be out back. come and find me when you're ready to bounce. back at the house i gotta half an ounce. we can pick it up as we head to the next spot unless you know a place where we can cop but...

fuck this party. let's go party somewhere else. oh yeah, oh yeah.(x2)
fuck this party. let's get out of here. i think i'm getting the fear.
fuck this party. let's go party somewhere else. oh yeah, oh yeah.

i hate the way they stare at me as i walked thru the door. they act like they've never seen a junky before.

10. junky music (instrumental)